Thursday, August 15, 2013

Random advice

Kakak in my office came talk to me randomly..

"You jangan putus asa Joanne. Tuhan maukan dia. Tak mau dia susah susah.. Joanne masih muda lagi. Jangan asyik pikirkan dia. Nanti dia tak tenang. Dia tau. Dia nampak semuanya. Walaupun jasadnya tak ada, tapi dia tau keluarga Joanne macam mana.. dia tau... Rasa kehilangan itu. Kakak pun tau.. tapi kakak tidak putus asa.. Joanne kena banyakkan doa... Doa ikhlas untuk emak Joanne ", with Indonesian accent, and she keeps repeating the same context.

I was holding the tears back.
But she's right. What she says has her points.

I do feel better now.
Although I missed her.
But I guess in order not to make her having any heavy burden..
I suppose I should move on now.
Let her really go in peace.
It takes time. Slowly..

She'll always be in my heart. ^^

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