바보

The sheet of paper which I use to write my ERD are all wet now.
Eyes are all swollen and it's hurting me.

Wondering why did I make myself a fool?
I could have just spam it on my emo twitter account like how the name is.
iSpamRants . Spam it. But no, instead, I just have to trigger myself to this confrontation.

Even if I know how this would be, what could happen.
I still step into that deep puddle of toxic and burn myself.

Aren't I the biggest fool ever?

My Wall

I love to stick to walls.

No matter when I walk or when I sleep.

Or even when I stand.

Walls give me comfort., security and well, a good place to lean on.

To rely on.

They're hard, stable, solid, REAL. unlike you.

They support me without rejecting me.

They do not give feedback even if they're tired of me leaning on them.

If walls could be my partner, talking to them with own imagination would be great too.

People might think I'm mad talking to walls,

but at least they don't hurt me like how human do. unless I bang on them. That's just me looking for trouble.

Time will heal

Will it?

Will it really cure this scarred heart?

Soulless drive.

Something definitely feels wrong today..

My mask remained having a happy face, while beneath it tells a different story.
Those who were observant enough could see the crack there.
Everything I do, no matter how much I could enjoy the outing,
the conversation, the sports I had today.
It still doesn't seem to make me feel any better.
Something REALLY feels wrong.

After receiving that message during my ride home.
That same message that I hate to get.
I had another soulless drive.
I couldn't care much of my speed.
I do not think at all.
I don't care what's gonna happen to me.
Is this a sign of depression?

I thought I was happy all these while.
I thought I was ok with it..
I guess that remains as what I thought I could be.

But things still doesn't agree with me.
I hate to blame it on others for how I feel.
Because I choose to be like this.
I chose to feel the sorrow.
I chose to cry. I chose to think that way.

But now, I blame it on you.

Gray.

My favorite color which was black and white has now became part of my life.. ironically.

Now, that color has merged and became gray.
Bland. The color of ash.

If only I could be like the ash. Dear wind, blew me away.
Blew me high up to the sky, and throw me down.
I'm used to it even in this life.

Tell me something new.

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I Can't

I managed to catch Kim Jeung Eun Chocolate Concert today
and the guest for today's show is 2PM!
yes, I was waving my hands to the song they sing.
And if dad were not around, I would have jump around as I hear them singing and dance.

in this show, they also introduce their new song,
I Can't and they sang it the first time on stage!
aahh~~ so I went searched up for the song and here's the lyrics!
It's a really nice song that I would recommend you to listen to! ♥
and it's a slow song from them!!! *melts*

2PM - I Can't

Hangeul

그대 올 때까지 기다릴게 Cuz I can’t forget your love
눈물이 흐를 것 같아 그대 생각만 하면

갈수록 깊어만 가 I can’t stop thinkin’ about your love
잊을 수 없을 것 같아 그대 모든 걸
믿을 수 없을 것 같아 그대 돌아 온다면

I can’t forget your love
언제까지라도 난 그대 올 때까지 기다릴게
I can’t forget your love
언제까지라도 기다릴게
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

그대 생각에 잠 못드는 밤을 지새우다
흐를것 같은 눈물을 참지 못해 가끔 혼자 I cried

이 세상에 그대 밖에 없는 나였기에
그대를 잃고 내게 남은 것은 아무것도 없었어

So I can’t forget your love

I can’t forget your love
언제까지라도 난 그대 올 때까지 기다릴게
I can’t forget your love
언제까지라도 기다릴게
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

잊으려고 해 본적도 없어 내겐 가치 없는 일이라서
그댈 떠올리는 일이 매일 내게는 숨 쉬는 것 만큼 소중해
So I can’t forget your love
Do you know that I need your love
I need your everything I need you back
기다릴 수 있어 till you come back

Come back to me

I can’t forget your love (I can’t forget your love)
언제까지라도 난 그대 올 때까지 기다릴게
I can’t forget your love
언제까지라도 기다릴게
Cuz I can't (I can't) forget your love

I can’t forget your love (I can’t forget your love)
언제까지라도 난 그대 올 때까지 기다릴게
I can’t forget your love (I need your love)
언제까지라도 기다릴게
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

I just wanna be with you
I just wanna be with you

(You know my heartbeat)


Romanization

Geudae ol ddaegaji gidaril ge Cuz I can’t forget your love
Nunmuli heureul geot gata geudae saenggakman hamyeon

Galsurok gipeomanga I can’t stop thinkin’ about your love
Ijeul su obseul geot gata heudae modeungeol
Mideul su eobseul geot gata geudae dola ondamyeon


I can’t forget your love
Eonjeggajirado nan geudae ol ddaeggaji gidarilge
I can’t forget your love
Eonjeggajirado gidarilge
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love
Geudae saenggake jam motdeunneun bameul jisaeuda
Heureulgeot gateun nunmuleul chamji mothae gaggeum hon-ja I cried

I sesange geudae bakke eobneun nayeotgie
Geudaereul ilgo naege nameun geoteun amugeotdo eobseosseo

So I can’t forget your love
I can’t forget your love
Eonjeggajirado nan geudae ol ddaeggaji gidarilge
I can’t forget your love
Eonjeggajirado gidarilge
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

[rap]
Ijeuryeogo hae bonjeokdo eobseo naegen gachi eobneun ilirase
Geudael ddeo olrineun ili maeil naegeneun sum shwineun geot mankeum sojunghae
So I can’t forget your love do you know that I need your love
I need your everything I need you back
Gidaril su isseo till you come back

Come back to me

I can’t forget your love (I can’t forget your love)
Eonjeggajirado nan geudae ol ddaeggaji gidarilge
I can’t forget your love
Eonjeggajirado gidarilge
Cuz I can’t (I can’t) forget your love

I can’t forget your love (I can’t forget your love)
Eonjeggajirado nan geudae ol ddaeggaji gidarilge
I can’t forget your love (I need your love)
Eonjeggajirado gidarilge

Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

I just wanna be with you
I just wanna be with you

(You know my heartbeat)


Translation

I’ll wait you Cuz I can’t forget your love
I think the tears flow when thinking about you

Deepening toward the I can’t stop Thinkin about your love
Can’t seem to forget everything you
Can’t seem to believe that if you come back

I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait until I’m forever
I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait forever
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

I sleep on the nights you
Sometimes I can’t bear to tear herself as I cried

You are not only the world
The last thing you had nothing to lose

So I can’t forget your love

I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait until I’m forever
I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait forever
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

Have you ever tried to forget those things because there’s value to me
Last time reminding each and every precious to me as my breathing
So I can’t forget your love do you know that I need your love
I need your everything I need you back
Can not wait till you come back
come back to me

I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait until I’m forever
I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait forever
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait until I’m forever
I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait forever
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

I just want a be with you
I just want a be with you

(You know my heartbeat)

credits :

juju-fied@blogspot

Translation: qitshi-aboutkorea@blogspotHangeul: Romanization@wordpress

Time is (L)over

Time is (L)over by Jang Woo Hyuk

I seriously can't get this song off my mind!
It's my MUST listen to song in the morning, whenever I'm in my car driving.

I freaking love the dance moves in the MV!
ahh~~ I'm in love with Woo Hyuk again ♥

here's the song lyrics!

Hangul

wanna tell u but , 아무런 말도 못하고 네 눈치만 보고 있어 또
이렇게 시간이 갈수록 (내 내가 더)
이 세상이 끝나는 것 같아 girl 우리 시간들이 나 전처럼 흘러가지 않아
너와 둘의 기억도 흐려져가

하나 둘씩 불이 꺼지는 밤 이 오고 하염 없이 그리워했던 시간도 끝나가겠지
What should I do baby What do I do Now Ah Ah Ah Ah

온종일 너의 집 앞에서 기다리는 시간도, 함께한 사진 속에 우리 둘의 시간들도
더 이상 가질 않아 멈춰버린 시간 아래 서 있어

이렇게 끝난 것만 같아, 이대론 미칠 것만 같아
the way we are the where we are the time is over~
내 모든 게 멈춘 것 같아, 이 세상이 끝난 것 같아
the way we are the where we are the time is over~ (time is over)

이제 집 앞 벤치에도 가로등 아래에서도 우리는 없어 슬픈 기억만 있어
꿈이었음 좋겠어 그게 마음 편하겠어 하지만 눈을 떠보면 (time is over)

끝날 것 같지 않아 늦은 밤도 내겐 아침인데
이 기억 우리가 만든 추억, 지우진 않을래 Yeah ae ae

온종일 너의 집 앞에서 기다리는 시간도, 함께한 사진 속에 우리 둘의 시간들도
더 이상 가질 않아 멈춰버린 시간 아래 서 있어

이렇게 끝난 것만 같아, 이대론 미칠 것만 같아
the way we are the where we are the time is over~
내 모든 게 멈춘 것 같아, 이 세상이 끝난 것 같아
the way we are the where we are the time is over~ (time is ove)

GIRL 시간이 됐나봐 더 이상 곁에 둘 수가 없나봐
Girl I’m so sorry 넌 아름답기에 나보다 멋진 남자에게 사랑받으며 살아

Translation

Wanna tell you but, I can’t say anything
And you noticed, I’m only looking at you
AS this time goes by, (I want you more)
I think the world is about to end girl
The time we spend together doesn’t pass as fast
That time with you, only seems like a blurred memory

The night is coming and the lights are turned off one by one
I miss those endless times when they didn’t seem to end
What should I do baby? What do I do now? Ah-ah-ah-ah

This time I’ve been waiting all day
For you in front of your house
Remembering all the pictures we took together
But I can’t stand being here anymore, the time is over

Like this, it seems to be over but its driving me crazy
The way we are, the where we are, the time is over
Everything’s over, the world is over
The way we are, the where we are, the time is over

The time is over, the time is over
The time is over, the time is over

Now I’m on the street bench in front of your house
We’re not even making sad memories
I wish this was all just I dream
Because if it was, I’d be okay with it
But when you open your eyes (time is over)

I don’t think this is over
A late night is the morning for me
I remember the memories we made
I don’t know how I became like this
Yeah-ah-ah

This time I’ve been waiting all day
For you in front of your house
Remembering all the pictures we took together
But I can’t stand being here anymore, the time is over

Like this, it seems to be over but its driving me crazy
The way we are, the where we are, the time is over
Everything’s over, the world is over
The way we are, the where we are, the time is over

Girl time stopped
Maybe there’s no more time left to stay beside you
Girl I’m so sorry, you’re beautiful and wonderful
And this man right here will love you all his life

Romanization

wanna tell u but , amureon maldo motago ne nunchiman bogo isseo tto
ireoke sigani galsurok (nae naega deo)
i sesangi kkeutnaneun geot gata girl uri sigandeuri na jeoncheoreom heulleogaji anha
neowa durui gieokdo heuryeojyeoga

hana dulssik buri kkeojineun bam i ogo hayeom eobsi geuriwohaetdeon sigando kkeutnagagetji
What should I do baby What do I do Now Ah Ah Ah Ah

onjongil neoui jip apeseo gidarineun sigando, hamkkehan sajin soge uri durui sigandeuldo
deo isang gajil anha meomchwobeorin sigan arae seo isseo

ireoke kkeutnan geotman gata, idaeron michil geotman gata
the way we are the where we are the time is over~
nae modeun ge meomchun geot gata, i sesangi kkeutnan geot gata
the way we are the where we are the time is over~ (time is over)

ije jip ap benchiedo garodeung araeeseodo urineun eobseo seulpeun gieongman isseo
kkumieosseum jokesseo geuge maeum pyeonhagesseo hajiman nuneul tteobomyeon (time is over)

kkeutnal geot gatji anha neujeun bamdo naegen achiminde
i gieok uriga mandeun chueok, jiujin anheullae Yeah ae ae

onjongil neoui jip apeseo gidarineun sigando, hamkkehan sajin soge uri durui sigandeuldo
deo isang gajil anha meomchwobeorin sigan arae seo isseo

ireoke kkeutnan geotman gata, idaeron michil geotman gata
the way we are the where we are the time is over~
nae modeun ge meomchun geot gata, i sesangi kkeutnan geot gata
the way we are the where we are the time is over~ (time is ove)

GIRL sigani dwaennabwa deo isang gyeote dul suga eomnabwa
Girl I'm so sorry neon areumdapgie naboda meotjin namjaege sarangbadeumyeo sara

credits: hangeulyric@wordpress and irena040506@wordpress