Tuesday, October 25, 2011

KAT's BIRTHDAY!

to start off, yesterday was indeed a fun day.
Classes are shorter,
got back home, excited.
It was Kat's birthday and we had prepared an event!

So after Jia Yi got back home,
prepared, we went out to Melaka!
and of course, Weiting and Shirley went off earlier to prepare everything.

Going to Melaka was my drive!
Guided by Linda,
and accompanied by Kpop all the way was indeed an adventure!

All the way I was driving 120-150 km/h
HAHA! My first time driving that fast.

and I was driving the #familyCar !!
And pehh.. it was raining -.-"

I still drove 130 - 140.
DAMN SYOK!
it was such an adventure drive (:

then reached Malacca at about 7pm+
head over to fetch the two housemates #calmWeiting and #mongShirley,
and off we go to a western restaurant nearby named, Harper's

the food was not bad.
had red wine,
Initially I dislike the taste.
It was bitter. but after sometime..
It was ok.. TBH, I kinda addicted to it O_O

We had our food, laughed, and CAKE!

after the celebration,
Kat keep talking nonstop. LOL!
we think she got tipsy.. ._."
then we head over to WT's place..
calming themselves down,

then we head back home when it's about 11.30,
reached kajang at almost 1am,
reached my home at 130am! (:

YAY!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATHRINA!! (:


can't upload photos.. I wonder why..

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Bittersweet Indeed !

To start off, I had an insurance test today.
A test my bro asked me to take so that I could become one of his agent.
or so.. @@"

To begin with,
I didn't study much.
I studied last week, pretty much LAAAAAST minute.
Just to have bro told me that it was this week, not last week.
So I stopped there.
Stopped the studying.
Only until this morning did I start revising again.

Went to the exam room,
and answered the 100qs,
well, MCQ at least.
but yeah. I failed. =.="
Miracles couldn't happen just like that, right?
at least it wasn't that bad of a failure.
it was within 10% below the passing mark.
For first timer, i'm kinda proud. (:
Bear in mind that I didn't study much and this wasn't my field of study :P
*consoling myself*

I lost the sushi bet.
=.="
Then I had my haircut.
No, not that I'm emo.
I'm just .. bored with the current hairstyle that I'm having.


Later that evening,
Aboy asked me to help him with his posters designing.
He had 10 posters to finished up.
Thinking that I could help him, and it's Photoshop,
I went to The Gardens to meet him.

ok, here's the fun part.
As I was waiting by the side for this car to come out,
there was another Kelisa waiting for the parking too!
RAWR!
Then when I was reversing my car to park,
I saw that the driver looked rather familiar!

AND THAT WAS LAW EDDREN!
I'M SO SHOCKED!

then he actually found another parking at the row behind my car.
LOL!

We both laughed as we enter the mall.
It was a funny and awkward coincidence.

Then we had Korean meal again!
wow. 2 days in a row!
I had my eyes on ddeokbokki!



it's yummeh!!
but then it was spicy for me!
but it's bearable! (:

Thanks Aboy!! (:

then we went to Starbucks to start our mission..
the POSTERS!
sat there for almost 3 hours++ just to finished up 10 posters!
and the Starbucks was warm!
There's no aircond T_T

Anyhow, we managed to finish them (:

Back home,
bro and gf got me a watch!!!!!
A WATCH THAT I WAS LOOKING FOR!
LONGING TO BUY ONE!


kyaaa!!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!



Love you all deep deep la! (:

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

thank you!!

Wow.. new housemate boiled barley for us!!
Really grateful to everyone who took good care of me when I'm sick. 고마워요!! ありがと みなさん!! 谢谢!!

How could I ever express my appreciation to u guys!!

Kyaaa!! Seriously. Love you all deep deep la!
And not to forget,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY NEW HOUSEMATE, CK LAU!!

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First Time..

It was yesterday morning..
I woke up before my alarm rings just because I felt the discomfort in my stomach.
I tried to endure it, waiting for my alarm to ring, I was tired.
But I just couldn't stand it.
Once I reach the bathroom, I immediately vomited.

It was strange, not knowing what had happened, and I just threw up.
thinking that maybe it was indigestion, so once I threw up, I would feel better.

So I got myself readied, bath and prepared to leave for college.
but then again, that nausea feeling is back. I threw up again.

Bro was at home, worried about my condition, he offered to bring me to clinic.
But he was late for work, and I wouldn't wanna bother him.
In addition, I HATE seeing doctor =.="
so I passed the offer.

I had the thought of skipping class, but then again, my conscience told me not to. 0=)
So I grabbed on my car key and left the house.
On my way to college, yes, you've guessed it.
I threw up again. It was embarrassing to throw up at public area.
But I just couldn't stand it.
That very moment, I wished I have a puke bag with me.
or perhaps a plastic bag would be fine. -.-"

I can't imagine how miserable it felt to drive in such condition,
and I don't know what drives me so far to not skipping class.

Reached uni just in time for class, that is 10am.
Again, I vomited before I enter the class.
Immediately after that, I bought an apple juice from the COIT vending machine
because the aftertaste of vomiting is intolerable . sigh
and by drinking that, it actually could stop my nausea feeling. (:
so in class, I kept drinking it whenever I feel nausea.
Glad to hear from my friend that the class would only last for an hour since the lecturer has to leave for hospital.
Not that I glad that he has to go, I'm glad that I could go freely to the toilet whenever I feel like puking.

The whole moment in class I couldn't really focus much.
It was cold.
I had Blinkie to confirm that I was having slight fever.
=.="
so much for throwing up too much?

during class, I got message from Aboy to meet him at lvl 3 COIT.
so I went after my class, I was feeling a bit better that time, I bet I was..

seeing Aboy in such cheerful mood does made me feel better. LOL.
I wonder why he's always so cheerful, I should learn from him (:
But anyhow, I'm always happy getting to meet my friends.
They brought me happiness.. yeah ((: HONEST!

Somehow, during then, I went back and forth to toilet just to throw up -.-"
and the toilet was darn FARRRR!!!
oh well, skip the disgusting part about me puking,
after taking picture with the GRADUATE, Aboy,
Chua, Tony and Johnson insisted that I go to dispensary to get medicine.
which I refused at first. I wonder why, perhaps I don't really trust medicine?

Anyhow, I ended up going with them to the dispensary in UNITEN
and Johnson manage to get me a few medicine for my nauseousness, fever and gastric.
After they drop me back to COIT car park, I got back to my car,
and there I go again, vomiting ..
lucky there's and open drain just right in front of my car parked. (:
needless to say, what I ate yesterday and drank this morning is all out..
such a waste of food.

Back home, I slept immediately. =.="
woke up an hour later just to have milo and ate a piece of chiffon cake so that I could eat the medicine that johnson got me.
Fair enough, I went back to sleep again before I puke again.
Not long later, feeling warm under my blanket, I woke up.
rushed to the bathroom, and yes, vomit again.
tried to sleep back, a moment later, housemates got back
and we talked, and I guess i fell asleep again?

Weird enough last night, I don't feel hungry at all,
perhaps I got no appetite to eat also.
then housemates went out for dinner ..
and I was left alone at home.

I tried to get some sleep before the meeting, but I ended up throwing up instead.
The milo I had was threw up. LOL.
perhaps the medicine too. cz it was bitter. HAHAHA!

Soon after, housemates got back, brought me the "air cap badak"
a traditional cooling water to cool down the body from being heaty.
then one of my housemate did "gua sar" for me!
MY VERY FIRST TIME EXPERIENCING IT!
it's ticklish, but soon after, it's painful
*the after effect is painful.. like bruised, but yes, I kinda like to press on the bruises*

#taimawillis took the photo for me!

that was just the beginning before #mongshirley suggested that I should do a full body "gua sar"
because she saw my condition was kinda bad.
Mine turned purplish black! from that, she said that it's kinda serious. O_O"
ok, so I had a full body "gua sar" ticklish whole over my body when she was scratching my back with the spoon.
haha..

then seems like it's not enough because even after that, I felt discomfort around my stomach.
The nausea feeling is there too..
So they suggested to roll the hard boiled egg around my body. O_O"
another new experience to me. I didn't know egg could do such a thing.

After rolling it onto my body,
the egg yolk does turned black. O_O CREEPY MUCHH!!!
but the smell of the egg yolk was stinky then after!

Yesterday was surely a day of lazing around.
Can't move much, can't eat much.
even can't walk straight! HAHA!
I almost bang on the wall while trying to get my wallet from the study table.


All in all, I guessed I threw up more than 10 times!

ok done!
such a long post today! (:
gotta thank my housemates and friends for their help!
THANK YOU GUYS!!


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Friday, October 7, 2011

insomnia

having insombia lately.
can't seem to fall asleep just like that.
even with such nice weather.. how tired i was.. i just can't seem to fall asleep easily.
tiny bit of sound could even woke me up.. and there again..
it's difficult for me to fall asleep again.

today seems to be worse.
rather than having endless thoughts that disrupt my sleeping time, these thoughts seems to be tangled up.
I cant seem to know what am i thinking. at all. but definitely.. the mind is restless.
Its like the inner me trying to talk. monologue. but there's just too many of it at once.
i dont even know where it starts.

or rather what made me felt this way.

i can't seem to focus much on my work.
i just ended up swaying.
staring at walls. and i have no idea what i have in mind.

what had happened lately?
why am i having this feeling?

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Saturday, October 1, 2011

JYJ - In Heaven


JYJ - In Heaven Lyrics


Romanized

(Narration)
geuman galke..gajima..gottoraol geoya geureonikka
geojitmal, geojitmal
aniya, naega neol imankkeum saranghaneunde
geu sarang, jigeum boyeojul sun obgetni?
saranghae.. ttodasi saranghal sun obgetni

jigeum waseon malhal suga obseo
naui gijeok geumodeun ge hwansang gatta
majimak ni moseub sok seoseohi gieok sogeman
jamgyeojyeo ganeun gotman gatta

eodingaeseo nal bogo isseulkka
huhui haedo neucheobeoryeo bolsu obseo
chueogui geurimjaui chokchokhan nae nunmul dullo
geu jaril jikyeobogo isseo

geuman mothae jeongmal mothae niga nae yeophe isseulttae mankkeum
mianhande geuge andwae ijen modeun ge ttolryeowa
jogeumdo gidarida kkumsokeul hemeida (hemeida)
gyeolguk ni aneseo nuneul gameulkkabwa

gajima deo gajima nae gyeotte isseojul suneun obtni
geojitmal da geojitmal jeonhyeo dullijiga anha
saranghae neol saranghae hanmadi boyeojul suneun obtni
saranghae neol saranghae tto dashi saranghae jugetni

beolsseo ireohke do jina wasseo
naui heunjeok chatjabwado jiwo jyeosseo
majimak ni gieokdo nunmurui tteyeop sogeuro
jamgyeojyeo ganeun gotman gatta

iman kkeutnae nareul kkeutnae niga nae yeophe itji andamyeon
mianhande iman galke ije neoui gireul ttara
kkeut obtneun gireul ttara neol chaja hemeida (hemeida)
gyeoguk neoreul itgoseo seulpheoman halkkabwa

gajima deo gajima nae gyeotte isseojul suneun obtni
geojitmal da geojitmal jeonhyeo dullijiga anha
saranghae neol saranghae hanmadi boyeojul suneun obtni
saranghae neol saranghae tto dashi saranghae jugetni

gajima gajima isseojul suneun itni
geojitmal geojitmal deulijiga anha
saranghae saranghae boyeojul suneun itni
saranghae saranghae saranghae jugetni
gajima gajima isseojul suneun itni
geojitmal geojitmal deulijiga anha
saranghae saranghae boyeojul suneun itni
jebal dorawajyeo

gajima deo gajima nae gyeotte isseojul suneun obtni
geojitmal da geojitmal jeonhyeo dullijiga anha
saranghae neol saranghae hanmadi boyeojul suneun obtni
saranghae neol saranghae tto dashi saranghae jugetni


항을

(Narration)
그만 갈게 / 가지마 / 곧 돌아올 거야 그
러니까… / 거짓말, 거짓말 / 아니야 내가
널 이만큼 사랑하는데… / 그 사랑 지금
보여줄 순 없겠니? / 사랑해… / 또 다시
사랑할 순 없겠니…

지금 와선 말할 수가 없어 너의 기적 그
모든 게 환상 같아 / 마지막 니 모습 속 서서히 기억
속에만 잠겨져 가는 것만 같아

어딘가에서 날 보고 있을까 후회해도 늦어버려 볼
수 없어 / 추억의 그림자의 촉촉한 내 눈물들로 그
자릴 지켜보고 있어

그 말 못해 정말 못해 니가 내 옆에 있을 때만큼 /
미안한데 그게 안돼 이젠 모든 게 떨려와

조금 더 기다리다 꿈속을 헤 메이다 / 결국 니 안에
서 눈을 감을까 봐

가지마 더 가지마 내 곁에 있어줄 수는 없니 / 거짓
말 다 거짓말 전혀 들리지가 않아

사랑해 널 사랑해 한마디 보여줄 수는 없니 / 사랑
해 널 사랑해 또 다시 사랑해 주겠니

벌써 이렇게도 지나 왔어 너의 흔적 찾아봐도 지워
졌어 / 마지막 니 기억도 눈물의 테옆 속으로 잠겨
져 가는 것만 같아

이만 끝내 나를 끝내 니가 내 옆에 있지 않다면 / 미
안한데 이만 갈게 이제 너의 길을 따라 / 끝 없는 길
을 따라.. 널 찾아 헤 메이다~ / 결국 너를 잃고서 슬
퍼만 할까 봐

가지마 더 가지마 내 곁에 있어 줄 수는 없니 / 거짓
말 다 거짓말 전혀 들리지가 않아

사랑해 널 사랑해 한마디 보여줄 수는 없니 / 사랑
해 널 사랑해 또다시 사랑해 주겠니

가지마 가지마 있어줄 수는 있니 / 거짓말 거짓말
들리지가 않아

사랑해 사랑해 보여줄 수는 있니 / 사랑해 사랑해
사랑해 주겠니

가지마 가지마 있어줄 수는 있니 / 거짓말 거짓말
들리지가 않아

사랑해 사랑해 보여줄 수는 있니 / 제발 돌아와줘

가지마 더 가지마 내 곁에 있어줄 수는 없니 / 거짓
말 다 거짓말 전혀 들리지가 않아

사랑해 널 사랑해 한마디 보여줄 수는 없니 / 사랑
해 널 사랑해 또 다시 사랑해 주겠니


Translation

I’m going to leave now
Don’t leave
I’m going to come back so…
Liar, liar
No- don’t you know how much I love you?
Can’t you show that love to me right now?
I love you…
Can’t we love again?

As of right now, I can’t say anything
The miracle of you- it all seems like a fantasy
The last image of you seems to be locked only in my memories
I wonder if you are watching me from somewhere
Even if I regret, it’s too late- I can’t see you anymore
The tears of the shadows of my memories are watching over that place

I can’t say those words, I really can’t- as much as you were by my side
I’m sorry but I can’t- everything comes shaking back to me now
By waiting a little more, by wandering through my dreams
I’m afraid I will close my eyes inside of you

* Don’t leave, don’t leave- can’t you stay by my side?
Lies, all lies- I don’t hear anything
I love you, I love you- can’t you show me those words?
I love you, I love you- will you love me again?

Time already passed like this
I try looking for your traces but they are erased
The last memories of you are locked in the rims of my tears

Just end it, end me- if you’re not going to be next to me
I’m sorry but I’ll leave now- following your footsteps
Following the road with no end- as I wander to find you
I’m afraid I will lose you and be sad

* repeat

Don’t leave, don’t leave- can’t you stay?
Lies, lies, I don’t hear anything
I love you, I love you- can’t you show me?
Can’t you love me, love me, love me?
Don’t leave, don’t leave- can’t you stay?
Lies, lies, I don’t hear anything
I love you, I love you- can’t you show me?
Please come back

* repeat





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