Think Im gonna do something that I might be called as a fool.
But I couldnt care less.

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Thanks to skandel, I finally realized what's been missing all these while.
Thanks Blinkie! ^^
You really did opened up my mind! (:

Just when I thought I feel better,
A line on tv drama spoils it all.

Shouldn't have gone out from my room.

A trash basket full of tissue.
zzz.

It's too late if you only starts to appreciate things when they're gone.

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SUSHI!

Woots. Got my new car last Thursday!
Pica was sick for the past few weeks ):
Firstly, the gearbox was down.
Died. In fact.
But we managed to bring it to a car service center to fix it.
2k gone T_T"

Then few weeks after that, it just keep dying for no reason.
The car got less power, and accelerator wont work.
on gear 'D' the car just remain as if it's on 'N' gear.
sad.
Brought to the shop again for few more times to repair,
but problem remains.
Parents and I were frustrated so we decided on getting a new car!

And voila~
ButtButt was born!
zzz.. I got my reason for naming it ButtButt xP

I was torn, 

I glued myself together.

Pretending that I was not a defect.

But the lines of mismatched pieces can still be seen.

Holes formed.

anyway, I was happy with ButtButt's performance so far..

Missing piece is still missing ever since.

I couldn't find it back.

Neither do I feel the same anymore.

Defect is still there.

Still. I pretend I'm not.

Went out with Danny today,
we watched ParaNorman!
To me, the story  line is a bit boring.
But I was awed at the way they make this film.
So I kinda have high expectation on this.
My bad..

But regardless, I do enjoy the way they make this film.
Their hardwork :)
Then we had Sushi King for dinner.
We ordered for this, Fish Burger.

Regardless, I thank you for being so caring.

I thank you for showering me with your love.

I thank you for times you be there for me.

I thank you for the experience we share.

If you noticed, the bread is made out of rice! 

amazing huh?

Not bad for the taste I would say..

But.

I just gotta let you go.
Sincerely, I wish you all the best.

가슴이 너무 아파

It's not easy to give up on something I've hold onto for so long.
But I've gave it up.
Gotta pull myself together and strengthen myself.
I do not wish to let it haunt me again.

#nowlistening B.A.P - It's all lies #seoulfm

It's been playing quite frequent lately.
in my mind.
in my playlist.
in seoul.fm.

 Liking this song though :)

nothing is perfect after all.

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おわり。。

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#nowlistening B.A.P - It's all lies #seoulfm

I'm liking this song .. no particular reason.. perhaps?

need to distract myself with workloads.
I feel pathetic.

for once, I'm disappointed that my hunch is right.

hello world, goodbye world. (:

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poker face,
I think I'm good at this.

Had mc today.
Having cold and back aching the more I cough.
Muscles around diaphragm hurts as well.

I couldn't stay focus for long.
Headache. Feverish.

And I thought I was strong.

Guess I wasn't.

How long more can I withstand this?

Looking at the people who made it through.
Envious.
But I blame myself for not able to keep my determination.
Im such a failure to begin with.
Im a loser because I have no confidence.
Because I do not hold on to what I said.

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CHICKY DAY..

Back at home for dinner,
parents decided for claypot chicken rice. ohhhh wheee...

Had lunch with colleagues at Chicken rice shop in jalan gasing today..
Where we had the variant of steamed chicken and roasted chicken.

So all in all I had the variant of chicken rice!!

steamed, roasted and claypot style.
wat missing? fried one!!

anw, no complain cz i get to taste bitter gourd!! <3
WE ORDERED BITTER GOURD SOUP!!

YUMMEH!!

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will everything goes back to normal if i don't have a smartphone?

Torturous dinner

2 ulcers on upper and lower lips, both at left side. A tongue ulcer on the right, and sore throat.

Cant really enjoy my dinner with the hungry tummy but difficult process to get it in.. ):
Already gave my dad 1/4 of the rice portion but still could not finish another 1/2 of the remaining. It was too painful ):

shouldnt have fall into the temptations of evil potato chips. TT_TT

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A fun weekend, A bad weekend

On Friday after work, we went tgif to "plan" for our next trip.  The real plan is to celebrate our taiko's bdae, Mr. #stalkerjohnchua. At there, we manage to catch badminton semi final where our Datuk Lee Chong Wei was playing against Chen Long in the olympics.
The customers in tgif claps and awwed when datuk scores and not. Anyhow, although #stalkerjohnchua did said he suspected something, but we did get him in the end. We made him sing, stood up the chair, making speeches, and some other tgif staff coordinated event. We then make him open up his birthday on the spot, which is.... A T-BACK UNDIE! BWAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA.. AND ITS IN FREAKING RED!
of course, the real prezzie is a watch.

Bad weekend? or fun weekend?
Then later we did discuss on our next trip. xP
AND WHY IS IT BAD? pica sick again.
This time, im stil around mv. ><
Lucky thing I had Jonathan with me.. otherwise I would have been alone in MV roadside when the gear give way. ):
Pica gear could not engage again. Then I had to call my parents ):
Soon later my parents arrived and not long later Jon's fren, Amir and Kelvin arrived at the scene as well. Could not get a towtruck at that hour, we move pica to carpark in mv.
The next day morning, towtruck came to the rescue at where I left pica at the parking. Pica was then towed to the woekshop. I got to follow my parents up to genting since my colleagues had left to Genting because I wasnt sure when and how my things could be settled.
Finally met my colleagues up at Genting and it was really a nice trip since it was a getaway from the work stress and stuff..
Had my chance to officially enter the casino since im legal. (:
Not a place I would like to stay for long.
There's just too many smokers in there.
It's suffocating. TT_TT
Back in the room, we played some cards and had some drink.
Thn after we played Tekken on ps2 as well. Oh wow.. nostalgic.
How I miss playing this game with my bro back in ps1 era. xP
That time was still Tekken 3
Then during the midnight, the remaining 4 of us who was still awake went for a night walk.
Just a short walk before we went back to the hotel.
The next day we checked out from the hotel and had some shopping and walk around in the Genting area just to kill some time.

Them, while waiting for bus, with the anti social devices. xP.. Then we got onto bus and head to titiwangsa station from genting~ 
*too excited watching Lee Chong Wei vs Lin Dan at the moment. Some details are omited to save typing time. xP*

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no reason why i stared out of the window.
but the rain does hint it all.

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pica, once revived.
then now.. sick again.

pica .. how can i heal u forever from ur sore throat?

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Any suggestion?

Hey, readers out there (if any even visits this blog T_T)..
Do you have any idea on what activity to do for a company Team Building?
Any location?

Preferably, ermm.. light activity?
for a team of 8 adults ^^
any suggestion of the activity?

Location would be best if it's around Klang Valley (Malaysia)

Just drop by in the comment if you have any suggestions.
Thanks! ^^


edited:
Got the plans up dy!
WHEEE!!
we gonna do archery!

does time weighs the effort?