Will you?

cant sleep due to teh tarik effect.

sudden flashbacks are playing randomly in my mind now.
all of a sudden guilt overwhelmed me.
What went wrong?
Why does all of these happen?

Was it fated or was it a karma?
Which would I rather believe in?


It wasn't her intention for this to happen..
Though she wasn't completely healthy the last time
she was still able to do what she wanted.

Why.. Why are you taking one thing after another from her?
Is this a test?

When will this ever stop?


What else would you do to her?
Has it not enough?

Will wishes ever come true?
I would wish to have miracles to happen on her.
To have her have back her normal self.
To be free from all these bondings, burdens, pain.
Freely moving around.
Any how she wants.
Any way she wants.
To anywhere she likes.

Could You grant this one wish to come true?

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addicted

I'm dead! I'm dead!!

I'm so addicted to BEAST !! ><"

what should I do?? RAWR!
It's Yoseob's fault for charming me to BEAST obsession !

Save me!! T___T


now I can't wait for the next B2ST concert in Malaysia .__."


I thought I'm way pass this kpop fan craze stage since TVXQ!
ahh~~ It's like falling in love all over again!

clear things off..

clearing off the dust from my blog!

I hope to post more colourful things than emo things here... which is known as dead or dust, in my blog-term.

sweeping,dusting..putting up photo frames!
ahhhh~ life is wonderful again..

heck. who am I kidding?
I bet it gonna turn dusty in a moment soon..

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waiting

it's dad birthday today!!
i wonder how are we going to celebrate .. o_o

dad has been persistent this year
keep reminding us about his birthday.. lol.

anyway..
waiting here at the hospital kinda reminded me about dad..
he always waits with mom here for her medical appointment.
i wonder what he'll do all these moments of waiting..

i'd be left with boredom if i got nothing to play.
or perhaps. be nice and read the newspaper..
but that would be a miracle.
that's impossible. (:

luckily this time around i have something to accompany me.
but the battery is dying soon..
so am I... perhaps..

oh well..
ironically, it's a hospital here..
I giuess I'm saved..

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where are you?

Where have you gone?
Why didn't you stay by my side as always?
Why are you too.. leaving me..
all by myself with the dark side of you.

I've waited long enough for today..
for you to claim me back..
I've tried all my might to search you..
to feel your presence..
but you're not there..
I've tried doing many things..
but there is nothing that could replace you..

Why did you leave me in this state?
Why?
I need you back..
Please come back to me..

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finally!!

i've finally bought myself a smartphone after much hesitation.

tho i still have problem with the typing.. but ceetainly, no more.text messaging while driving nemore! also, no more text mesaging while looking elsewhere. ㅠ_ㅠ

that's the drawback. but all in all, i'm gkad to have this phone!

it has definitely made my life way better!

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