CNY mood~

finally, 3 tests are over, 2 more to go.
There are no quizzes and assignments in line, EXCEPT for HCI.

Exhausted day by day.. with everything!
hardly have a nice long sleep for whole week + weekends =.="

CNY is coming.. i'm so in the mood for HOLIDAYS and..
of course.. the highlight,
getting Red Packets! :D

am sho happy!

I've finally get to go back to Penang,
this time, staying at my cousin's place.
instead of my aunt's.
It's gonna be something new to us.
but we'll try to adapt.
I'm kinda excited to go back since..
We only go back once a year..
or only on special occasion =.="

I do really hope that I could be closer to my cousins.. ><"

2 more papers are on the same day next week!
and I havent start a thing.

DOOMED!
Jo, you're DOOMED!

I've become so careless these days..
what happened to me?
Have I lost it?

byebye

I've done so many mistakes in past years!

And I'm pretty much happier now..

Thinking back how naive I was back then.
I regret it.

I was a fool.

It was a stupid choice.

Why did I even put myself into that situation?
Why did I choose the wrong decision?

WHY did I make such decision?

Why didn't I think that it wouldn't work out?
and now I end up regretting it.

Hoping each day, there would be a miracle.
That there will be a reset button so that I could start anew.

The memory stained my past.

But no matter how,
I tried to live like as though nothing happen.

Say how stupid I am..
making that foolish decision.

but I am torn between two feelings..
Happy and regret.

Cause I'm happy that I finally know what's best for me. . .
And so.. I'll learn each day..
to go with what's best for me.



So farewell past memory..
you're now the dust of my past.
I'll forget that you have ever existed.
so goodbye..

2NE1 - Go Away

I'm loving this song..
and I wonder why... ^^
so here you go..


The lyrics

Hangul

Go Away eh eh eh
Go Away eh eh eh
Go Away eh eh eh

[CL] 너무 치사하잖아 너답지 못하잖아
지금 적응이 안돼 어지러워 왜
누가 누구랑 헤어져 네가 나랑 헤어져
잘 생각하고 말해, yeah

[Minzy] 날 따라다니던 남자 참 괜찮았던 남자
난 너 하나 때문에 다 보냈는데
누가 누구랑 헤어져 네가 나랑 헤어져
나 없이 잘 살아봐, yeah

[CL] Tonight 하필 또 비는 내려 왜
내 모습 초라해지게
[Minzy] 날 위로 하지는 마
이 손 치워 이제 남이니까

[Bom] 내 걱정 말고 go away
집착 없이 사라져 줄게
메달 릴 줄 알았겠지
역겨워 착각하지마

[Dara] 더 멋진 사람 만날게
널 후회하게 만들어 줄게
슬픔은 지금 뿐이야, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

[CL] Just say what you gotta say
어쩜 끝까지 멋없니?
Fiancé? Beyonce
I’m walkin’ out of destiny
초라한 홀로가 아닌 화려한 솔로
That’s my way
모든걸 다 줬으니 오히려 난 후회 안 해

지가 더 슬픈 척 끝까지 멋있는 척
All you do is act a fool
You ain’t shi.t without your crew
시간 없어, I gotta go
안녕, good bye, adios
네 못난 얼굴 다신 보고 싶진 않아 no more

[Minzy] Tonight 하필 또 비는 내려 왜
내 모습 초라해지게
[Dara] 날 위로 하지는 마
이 손 치워 이제 남이니까

[Bom] 내 걱정 말고 go away
집착 없이 사라져 줄게
메달 릴 줄 알았겠지
역겨워 착각하지마

[Minzy] 더 멋진 사람 만날게
널 후회하게 만들어 줄게
슬픔은 지금 뿐이야, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

Go go away
Go away
Go away
Go away

[Bom] 내 걱정 말고 go away
집착 없이 사라져 줄게
메달 릴 줄 알았겠지
역겨워 착각하지마

더 멋진 사람 만날게
널 후회하게 만들어 줄게
슬픔은 지금 뿐이야, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

Romanization

Go Go Away eh eh eh
Go Go Away eh eh eh
Go Go Away eh eh eh

(CL)
Neomu chisahajana neodabji mothajana
Jigeum jeogeung-i andwae eojireoweo wae
Nuga nugurang he-eojyeo
Nega narang he-ojyeo
Jal saenggakhago malhae Yeah!

(Minzy)
Nal ddaradanideon namja cham gwenchanatdeon namja
Nan neo hana ddaemone da bonaetneunde
Nuga nugurang he-eojyeo
Nega narang he-ojyeo
Na obshi jal sarabwa Yeah~!

(CL)
Tonight hapil ddo bineun naeryeo wae
Nae moseub chorahaejige

(Minzy)
Nal wiro hajineun ma
Ee son chiwo ije nam-inigga

(Bom)
Nae geogjeong malgo Go Away
Jib-chag obshi sarajyeo julge
Medal ril jul oratgetji
Yeoggyeowo chaggaghajima

(Dara)
Deo meotjin saram man-nalge
Neol hu-hwoihage mandeul-eo julge
Seulpeumeun jigeum bun-niya boy
Cause love is over, Love-love is over tonight

(CL)
Just say what you gotta say
Eojjeom ggeutggaji meotobni?
Fiancé? Beyonce?
I’m walkin’ out of destiny
Chorahan holroga anin hwaryeohan solro
That’s my way
Modeungeol da jweot-euni ohiryeo nan huhwoi an hae
Jiga deo seulpeun cheog ggeutggaji meot-itneun cheog
All you do is act a fool
You ain’t shit without your crew
Shigan obseo I gotta go
Annyeong good bye adios
Ne motnan eolgul dashin bogo shipjin ana no more

(Minzy)
Tonight hapil ddo bineun naeryeo wae
Nae moseub chorahae jige

(Dara)
Nal wiro hajineun ma
Ee son chiweo ije nam-inigga

(Bom)
Nae geogjeong malgo Go Away
Jib-chag obshi sarajyeo julge
Medal ril jul oratgetji
Yeoggyeowo chaggaghajima

(Minzy)
Deo meotjin saram man-nalge
Neol hu-hwoihage mandeul-eo julge
Seulpeumeun jigeum bun-niya boy
Cause love is over, Love-love is over tonight

Go go away
Go away
Go away
Go away

(Bom)
Nae geogjeong malgo Go Away
Jib-chag obshi sarajyeo julge
Medal ril jul oratgetji
Yeoggyeowo chaggaghajima

Deo meotjin saram man-nalge
Neol hu-hwoihage mandeul-eo julge
Seulpeumeun jigeum bun-niya boy
Cause love is over, Love-love is over tonight

Translation

[CL]
You’re so cheap and this isn’t like you
I can’t get used to it now, It makes me dizzy, why
Who’s breaking up with who
You’re breaking up with me
Think it over before you say it, yeah

[Minzy]
A guy that used to follow me around, a very decent guy
I let everything go for you alone
Who’s breaking up with who
You’re breaking up with me
Try living without me, yeah

[CL]
Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
[Minzy]
Don’t try to console me
Move this hand, we’re strangers now

[Bom]
Don’t worry about me and go away
I’ll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I’d hang onto you
It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand

[Dara]
I’ll meet someone so much better
I’ll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

[CL]
Just say what you gotta say
How can you be uncool to the very end?
Fiancé? Beyonce
I’m walkin’ out of destiny
Not pitifully alone, but a glamorous solo
That’s my way
I gave it my all, so I don’t have regrets

Pretending like you’re more sad
Pretending you’re cool to the end
All you do is act a fool
You ain’t shit without your crew
I don’t have time, I gotta go
So long, good bye, adios
I don’t want to see your ugly face again no more

[Minzy]
Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
[Dara]
Don’t try to console me
Move this hand, we’re strangers now

[Bom]
Don’t worry about me and go away
I’ll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I’d hang onto you
It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand

[Minzy]
I’ll meet someone so much better
I’ll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

Go go away
Go away
Go away
Go away

[Bom]
Don’t worry about me and go away
I’ll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I’d hang onto you
It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand

I’ll meet someone so much better
I’ll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

credits: Lybio.net + juju-fied@blogspot

Perhaps this song best
describe how i was back then.

song keep playing on my head
while i was romanizing them :D

tired.

gonna have meeting at 8pm,so i'm gonna update my post for a moment :D

been stalking people's blog for a moment before i actually feel like writing on my own.

nothing much interesting happened lately.
it's just that i'm busy.. VERRYY. =.="

i seriously don't know how to handle a team..
I'm gonna say.. I'm not a good leader..
I just basically distribute some task to them..
and those which i think i can settle on my own,

I do it.

And that took most of my time,

cz i feel like everything I can settle it on my own.

bleahs.

It's not actually a reason why I don't give them works.

It's just.. idk.. The result I got is not really what i'm looking for.

but it's their hardwork :D

i should appreciate.

but seriously, thank you guys for helping out ^^

Been attacked my headache for a whole week ady..

panadol doesn't seem to have any effects at all..

it comes and goes.. as it wants.. stupid migraine

somehow, i just wished i could fall sick.

you know.. when you actually know wtf is wrong with yourself.

rather than you feel you're healthy, but at the same time..

you're not at all.

It's so confusing and the pain is so not bearable!

I just feel like cursing all the time when it happens.

My whole coming 3 weeks, they're packed with activities.

weather it's quiz, assignment, test, clubs & careers,

green ones are occupied,

That calendar, is actually what's in my schedule..
what's happening behind the scenes,
there's more to tell. -.-"

so yeah..
basically, weekend is my only day to rest.
and no, i don't actually GET TO REST.
look at the amount of quizzes and tests and deadlines!
i'm practically super multitasking by now.

and to my surprise..
i still havent study my SQ yet.
FML :D

so.. I REALLY NEED MY WEEKENDS!
don't take them away..
even so, my weekends are full with home activity =.="
mom would be dragging me to shopping with her..
since .. she's been working all week, and she need to shop to release stress..
on the other hand, i don't wanna go cz i've been stressing whole week!

Mom don't take no for an answer.. well, she does, but it's just that..
she's my parent.. i wanna make her happy too :D
I'll only be back on weekends..
so she'll miss me.. even she'll call me on Thursday, hoping a miracle would happen..
that I would msg her and say "I'll come home tonight"
but it never happens ..

and weekend I would go for mass..
I wonder how many masses had I miss ever since i enter uni..
shhhh.. =.="
and i'm superbly guilty.

so yes,
GIVE ME MY WEEKENDS!

where?

today is the day that i promised myself that I will finished up my assignment, study for quiz and test.

and today is the day that I break my own promise :D


YAY!

been too busy these few days with all the activities i'm holding.

i'll try to update my blog next week, the week that i'll be less busy :D
hopefully. ^^

have I..

have I rocked your world..
or does the materialistic world rocked you better?

have I been in your heart always?
or do you just remember me when you feel like it?

have I always been a part of you?


have I hurt your feelings?
I apologize if I did...

have I took advantage on you?
I promise I would treat you better & fairly..


This new year.. I hope I could be a better person.
I wish to change myself.
throwing away the bad habit..
learning to organize myself better.
to manage my time better..
and of course.. saying goodbye to 2010,
as I move on with the new year..
forgetting the past, learning from it..
making it part of my journey..
to achieve what i dream for..

Happy New Year everyone..


this may not be a happy post...
but it's just what I think of the new year..

interesting nature.

Have you ever notice how amazing the clouds are?

idk when I start to be interested in clouds.
taking picture of clouds..
but surely..
it's interesting!

no clouds are alike..
and they're always floating in the sky!
like a giant cotton candy..
with a shade of grey.
and layers of them form a different shape!

how amazing clouds can actually affect people mood

the coverage from the cloud makes the building glow..

these are taken from my camera phone..
I do hope I could saved up money to actually get myself a DSLR to take these amazing nature.