I can't...

zzz..
This feels like breaking up.

This is one break up that I never want it to happen. Ever.

Looking at her things.
Everything about her.
All her belongings, the things she used to own.
Everything she used to said.

Everything.
It's still lingering around me.
At times, I'll thought about her words,
even her expressions.

Everything reminds me of her.

Every where I go, I was reminded of her.
zzz..
Even at home.

If a 22 years relationship already feels like this.
What about a 30 years one?

I hope he's doing fine.
I'm more worried about him than myself.