That XX is still my top played song.

can't wait to watch Big Bang's concert!! ♥

zzz..

Definitely a foolish thing that I did.
Knowing that it would torture me now and I still wanted to go for it.
How silly can I be.

Should have gave up on the first failure.

FML.

It doesn't hurt me as much now.
I've finally came to realize.
There's just no miracle.
There's no fairytale.
Neither is there a happy ending.
If it's not meant to be mine,
then it wouldn't be.
Life still has to move on.

Just give me time and I’ll get over you.

lookie what I found!

Went back home last night and I saw this right next to my door!



dang. It gave me a shock to find this stick insect so huge.

So after wiki-ing it, I realized its missing leg. Awwww..
Poor insect.

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That XX

Randomly.
Expressive. ^^

Download: That XX - G-Dragon(7.7mb)


Korean

우연히 길을 걷다 네 남잘 봤어 (Yea I saw him)
혹시나 했던 내 예감이 맞았어 (I told you)
네가 준 반지를 빼고 한쪽엔 팔짱을 끼고
그냥 여기까지만 말할게 (I don’t wanna hurt you)


근데 오히려 너는 내게 화를 내 (Why?)
그는 절대로 그럴 리가 없대 (Sure you’re right)
나는 네 눈칠 살피고 내가 잘 못 본 거라고
그래 널 위해 거짓말할게 (I’m sorry)

Oh 날 몰라주는 네가 미워 이 기다림이 싫어
그 손 이제 놓으라고
네가 슬퍼할 때면 나는 죽을 것만 같다고 baby

그 새끼보다 내가 못한 게 뭐야
도대체 왜 나는 가질 수 없는 거야
그 새끼는 너를 사랑하는 게 아냐
언제까지 바보같이 울고만 있을 거야
넌 그 사람 얘길 할 땐 행복해 보여 (You look happy)
이렇게라도 웃으니 좋아 보여 (I’m happy)
그를 정말 사랑한다고 마치 영원할거라고
믿는 네 모습이 I don’t know what to say no more
너의 친구들 모두 그를 잘 알아 (yup they know)
뻔히 다 보이는걸 너만 왜 못 봐 (It’s you)
They say love is blind Oh baby you so blind
제발 헤어지기를 바랄게

Oh 날 몰라주는 네가 미워 이 기다림이 싫어
그 손 이제 놓으라고
네가 슬퍼할 때면 나는 죽을 것만 같다고 baby

그 새끼보다 내가 못한 게 뭐야
도대체 왜 나는 가질 수 없는 거야
그 새끼는 너를 사랑하는 게 아냐
언제까지 바보같이 울고만 있을 거야

[Rap]
비싼 차에 예쁜 옷
고급 레스토랑 넌 잘 어울려
하지만 네 옆 그 X는 정말 아냐
너랑은 안 어울려
네 앞에서 거짓미소를 지으며
네 볼과 머릿결을 만지며
속으론 분명 다른 여자를 생각해
어쩜 그럴 수 있니 죄 같애
네가 흘린 눈물만큼 내가 더 잘해줄게 baby
너 혼자 감당할 아픔 내게도 좀 나눠줄래 baby
나 좀 봐달라고 그대 사랑이 왜 나란걸 몰라
왜 너만 몰라

그 새끼보다 내가 못한 게 뭐야
도대체 왜 나는 가질 수 없는 거야
그 새끼는 너를 사랑하는 게 아냐
언제까지 바보같이 울고만 있을 거야

그 새끼보다 내가 못한 게 뭐야
도대체 왜 나는 가질 수 없는 거야
그 새끼는 너를 사랑하는 게 아냐
언제까지 바보같이 울고만 있을 거야

Credit: LYBIO.net

English

Walking on the street, I bumped into your man (Yeah I saw him)
I didn’t want to believe it, but my hunch turned out right (I told you)
He’s not wearing that ring you gave him, there’s another girl by his side
But I’ve said enough (I don’t wanna hurt you)

Now you’re getting angry with me (Why?)
You say “He’s definitely not that kind of person” (Sure you’re right)
Seeing your eyes, I reply that I probably got it wrong
See, I lied for you (I’m sorry)

I hate that you don’t understand me
I hate all this waiting
Let go of his hand (break it off with him)
When you’re sad, I feel like I’m dying

That XX, what does he have that I don’t
Why can’t I have you
That XX doesn’t love you
How much longer are you going to cry yourself silly?

When you speak of him, you look so happy (you look happy)
It’s good that you can be this happy (I’m happy)
You say you really love him, want to be with him forever
You trust him completely (I don’t know what to say no more)
Your friends all know that guy (yup they know)
It’s so obvious, why can’t you see (it’s you)
They say love is blind, Oh baby, you’re so blind
Please, I beg you, break it off

Oh I hate that you don’t understand me
I hate all this waiting
Let go of his hand (break it off with him)

When you’re sad, I feel like I’m dying

That XX, what does he have that I don’t
Why can’t I have you
That XX doesn’t love you
How much longer are you going to cry yourself silly?

Rap)
Expensive cars, beautiful clothes, high-class restaurants, they all suit you well
But that XX beside you, he doesn’t suit you, he really doesn’t
He smiles like a hypocrite with you, brushing your face and hair
But he’s thinking of another woman for sure, how dare he
The amount of tears you’ve cried, I want to make you happy by the same amount, baby
Rather than going through the pain alone, share some with me, baby
Please look at me, why can’t you realise that I am your love
Why are you the only one who doesn’t know

That XX, what does he have that I don’t
Why can’t I have you
That XX doesn’t love you
How much longer are you going to cry yourself silly?

That XX, what does he have that I don’t
Why can’t I have you
That XX doesn’t love you
How much longer are you going to cry yourself silly?

Romanized:

Uyeonhi gireul geotda ne namjal bwasseo (Yea i saw him)
Hoksina haetdeon nae yegami majasseo (I told you)
Nega jun banjireul ppaego hanjjogen paljjangeul kkigo
Geunyang yeogikkajiman malhalge (I don’t wanna hurt you)

Geunde ohiryeo neoneun naege hwareul nae (Why?)
Geuneun jeoldaero geureol riga eopdae (Sure you’’re right)
Naneun ne nunchil salpigo naega jal mot bon georago
Geurae neol wihae geojitmalhalge (I’m sorry)

Oh nal mollajuneun nega miwo i gidarimi sirheo
Geu son ije noheurago
Nega seulpeohal ttaemyeon naneun jugeul geotman gatdago baby

Geu saekkiboda naega motan ge mwoya
Dodaeche wae naneun gajil su eomneun geoya
Geu saekkineun neoreul saranghaneun ge anya
Eonjekkaji babogachi ulgoman isseul geoya

Neon geu saram yaegil hal ttaen haengbokhae boyeo (You look happy)
Ireokerado useuni joha boyeo (I’m happy)
Geureul jeongmal saranghandago machi yeongwonhalgeorago
Mitneun ne moseubi i don’t know what to say no more

Neoui chingudeul modu geureul jal ara (Yup they know)
Ppeonhi da boineungeol neoman wae mot bwa (It’’s you)
They say love is blind oh baby you so blind
Jebal heeojigireul baralge

Oh nal mollajuneun nega miwo i gidarimi sirheo
Geu son ije noheurago
Nega seulpeohal ttaemyeon naneun jugeul geotman gatdago baby
Geu saekkiboda naega motan ge mwoya
Dodaeche wae naneun gajil su eomneun geoya
Geu saekkineun neoreul saranghaneun ge anya
Eonjekkaji babogachi ulgoman isseul geoya

Rap)
Bissan chae yeppeun ot gogeup reseutorang neon jal eoullyeo
Hajiman ne yeop geu xneun jeongmal anya neorangeun an eoullyeo
Ne apeseo geojitmisoreul jieumyeo ne bolgwa meoritgyeoreul manjimyeo
Sogeuron bunmyeong dareun yeojareul saenggakhae
Eojjeom geureol su inni joe gatae
Nega heullin nunmulmankeum naega deo jalhaejulge baby
Neo honja gamdanghal apeum naegedo jom nanwojullae baby
Na jom bwadallago geudae sarangi wae narangeol molla
Wae neoman molla
Geu saekkiboda naega motan ge mwoya

Dodaeche wae naneun gajil su eomneun geoya
Geu saekkineun neoreul saranghaneun ge anya
Eonjekkaji babogachi ulgoman isseul geoya
Geu saekkiboda naega motan ge mwoya

Dodaeche wae naneun gajil su eomneun geoya
Geu saekkineun neoreul saranghaneun ge anya
Eonjekkaji babogachi ulgoman isseul geoya
Geu saekkiboda naega motan ge mwoya

Credit: kpoplyrics.net

 yeah, i'm blind.

What Do I Want To Do When I Have A Lover

My bias, Yoseob is doing this version!!

Original song was by G.Na and Rain
This version is by YoSeob (Beast) and GaYoon (4Minute)

Download: What Do I Do When I Have A Lover (8mb)

Lyrics:

KOREAN

남자친구가 생기면 하고 싶던 일 너무나 많아 

난 늘 꿈을 꾸었어
첫 번째 길거리에서 키스해 보기 

두 번짼 말야 춘천행 새벽 기차
세 번째 소풍 가기 

네 번째 등에 업히기 

다섯 번째 커플링은 기본
boo boo boo 정말 달콤할 거야

왜 이렇게 두근 두근 두근 뛰니 생각만 해도
한 가지씩 매일 매일 매일 너와 다 해 볼 거야
난 네가 있어 하루가 즐거워 이제는 둘이라는 게
내 소중한 너 baby baby baby baby boo~

여자친구가 생기면 하고 싶던 일 내게도 많아 
항상 부러워 했어
여섯 째 심야영화 
일곱 째 놀이동산도 
여덟 번째 깜짝 이벤트도
boo boo boo 정말 행복할 거야

왜 이렇게 두근 두근 두근 뛰니 생각만 해도
한 가지씩 매일 매일 매일 너와 다 해 볼 거야
난 네가 있어 하루가 즐거워 이제는 둘이라는 게
내 소중한 너 baby baby baby baby boo~

혼자였던 생일이 할 일 없던 주말이
이름 붙은 날들이 이젠 기다려져
둘이라서 좋아 함께라서 좋아
어디에 있든지 또 무얼 하든지 너와
나 그 중에 제일 제일 제일 하고 싶던 한 가지
널 사랑해 그 말 그 말 그 말 한 번 말해 보는 일
널 사랑해 그 말 그 말 그 말 한 번 들어 보는 일
내게 와 줘서 너무나 고마워 내 곁에 네가 있는 게
나만의 사랑 baby baby baby baby boo~

baby baby baby baby boo~

ROMANIZATION

namhachinguga saenggimyeon hago shipdeon il neomuna manha 
na neul ggumeul ggu-eosseo
cheot beonjjae gilgeorieseo kiseuhae bogi 
du beonjjae marya chuncheonhaeng saebyeok kicha
se beonjjae sopung gagi ne beonjjae deunge eobhigi 
daseot beonjjae keopeuleringeun gibon
boo boo boo jeongmal dalkomhal geoya

wae ireoke dugeun dugeun dugeun ddwini saenggakman haedo
han gajisshik maeil maeil maeil neowa da hae bol geoya
nan nega isseo haruga jeulgeoweo ijeneun duriraneun ge
nae sojunghan neo baby baby baby boo~

yeojachinguga saenggi myeon hago shipdeon il naegedo manha 
hangsang bureoweo haesseo
yeoseot jjae shimyayeonghwa 
ilgob jjae noridongsando 
yeodeolb beonjjae jjamjjak ibenteudo
boo boo boo jeongmal haengbokhal geoya

wae ireoke dugeun dugeun dugeun dwini saenggakman haedo
han gajissik maeil maeil maeil neowa da hae bol geoya
nan nega isseo haruga jeulgeoweo ijeneun duriraneun ge
nae sojunghan neo baby baby baby baby boo~

honjayeottdeon saenggili hal il eobtdeon jumari
ireum buteun naldeuri ijen gidaryeojyeo
duriraseo joha hamkkeraseo joha
eodie ittdeunji ddo mueol hadeunji neowa
na geu junge jeil jeil jeil hago shipdeon han gaji
neol saranghae geumal geumal geumal hanbeon malhae boneun il
neol saranghae geumal geumal geumal hanbeon deureo boneun il
naege wa jweoseo neomuna gomaweo nae gyeote nega ittneun ge
namanwi sarang baby baby baby baby boo~

baby baby baby baby boo~

TRANSLATION

When I have a boyfriend, there’s so much I want to do that I dreamed of
The first is kissing in the streets. 
Second is going on a late night train to Choonchun
Third is going on a picnic. 
Fourth is getting a piggy back ride. 
Fifth is couple rings which is given
boo boo boo it’ll be really sweet

I don’t know why my heart is racing in just thinking about it
I want to accomplish each of these things with you each day
My days are always fun because you’re there, 
because I know that it’s two of us now
You who is important to me baby baby baby baby boo~

When I have a girlfriend, 
I wanted to do so many things as I was always envious
Sixth is watching movies late at night. 
Seventh is going to the amusement park together. 
Eighth is holding a surprise event.
boo boo boo we’re really going to be happy together

I don’t know why my heart is racing in just thinking about it
I want to accomplish each of these things with you each day
My days are always fun because you’re there, because I know I have another
You who is important to me baby baby baby baby boo~

My birthdays I spent along, the weekends where I had nothing to do
Now I await the days with names
I like that it’s two of us now. 
I like that we’re together
Wherever we are, whatever I’m doing with you
And amongst all those things, the thing I really, really, really want to do is
That phrase, that phrase, “I love you


 Lyrics credit: alwaysbeast.net

Wooo.. how I wish it's really like that..

If I really have one,

Hope it would be as sweet as this song ^^

Mai 22nd Birthday!

It's September! And it's our leng lui, Mai birthday!

I confess, it's not easy to plan the birthday,
there were some obstacles here and there,
mostly on the available dates.

My bad, I was away on the day of the big day for Mai!
15th of Sept. I was away for concert with my parents. 

So finally we've decided to have it today, 22nd Sept at Namoo, Publika.

Kheng Wei and Aboy reached early, when I arrived,
it was just me and them.
So we walked around the mall.
And decided to get Mai a birthday card as her "gift" and that's just the only gift.

We picked a card which looked like Chinese wedding invitation card.
The plan was Aboy telling Mai that he's getting married and that card is the invitation
because literally, it really does looked like a wedding card.

It's red and vertically long with gold writing in Chinese.

And it comes with pink envelope!

Then after Chua arrived, we waited for the rest to come in the restaurant.
For we had reserved the place at 12:30pm and there's another reservation at 3pm
So we have to leave the restaurant at 3pm for the other customer.

 We made our order and the first food arrives..

Kimchi Tang

Then Johnson came with the REAL GIFT for Mai =P
and we discussed a little before the main character came ^^

Then Mai called Aboy (Note: Aboy is not suppose to be there because he told Mai that he's not going)
So Aboy was still trying to hide it. Giving all sorts of excuses and reasons.
Seems like Mai found out though. =X
** she saw his car in parking area! **

Nevertheless, she arrived..
and started to order too..
Meantime, all three other food arrived too!

Spicy Seafood Ramen

Kimchi Fried Rice

Bibi Rice Burger

Then Aboy hand over the "wedding" card to her.
Saying that his wedding is next month.. * insert more trolling crap here *
I wonder if Mai did buy it for a second there.. HAHA..
That would be awesome if she did.

Then their food arrived..

Sweet Potato Cake

Hottuk Pancake

The King's Bing Soo

Towards the end, we hand over the real gift to her.
It was a Ralph Lauren perfume ^^
She seems to like it.
Which is good ^_____^

Then we took some photos with her Polaroid camera.
 

Since it was already 3pm, we move on to other location....
I still don't know what's the cafe name,
but it's in Ben's Grocery Store or something ... grocery...
Nevermind that.

We had tea there.
and some scones.

I don't know how the lines appear.

Earl Grey, ~ Geisha, Creme Brulee

We chatted for more than 2 hours there and then continued with the camwhore session..

I couldn't manage to snap the latest camwhored photos!
But these were from Namoo..

Aboy has more pictures in his camera.
Hope he's efficient to upload them to Facebook or something so that we all can view! ^^


Nevertheless,

HAPPY 22nd Birthday, dearest Mai!! =P

Haven't been posting much of fun activities in a while didn't I?

Okay, so let's just start something with colours on next post..

Instead of my emo posts.

 If I'm hardworking enough, I might just post more of my backlog posts over the times.

Fun times.

Sometimes when things seems legit for you to execute something stupid, crazy, one-in-a-lifetime experience, adventurous,
There's always a chance there that you might get backfired.

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Sometimes I wonder.
If this really what I want?
Am I making the right choice?
Will I regret?
I just wish I knew the answers.

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I used to think relationship is a two person thing.
I was wrong.
Can't deny the reality that it does involve other parties around us.
So naive.
So immature.
I was.

I am now afraid to take another step.

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