cherish

Have you ever thought of death?
Do you fear Death?

Can you predict DEATH itself?

A gloomy atmosphere had come to me last weekend.
I was shocked to hear the news.
Hoping that it wasn't true.

Although the biggest impact wasn't on me..
But I do feel the sadness.
I feel the lost too..

Many time have I thought about Death.
I fear Death.. Not because I'm afraid of dying.
I'm afraid of losing the ones I love..
The one I'm close with.
The one I cherish most.
The pain. The heartache. The lost. The sadness. The memories.
It will stuck forever in my mind.
Could I ever get over with it?
I've come so close to losing someone I love so much.
I'm relieved that she's alright now.

I don't want it to happen again.


Why can't the person we love stay with us forever?
What's with "It's time"?
Will we ever know when?

May you rest in peace,
Jenny Pan

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patience is virtue!

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2 more weeks to go..
be patient, Jo.. ><"
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I'm still not done with my English service presentation yet!
I'm so dead.
Its the last day for presentation tomorrow.. and I HAVE to do it!
=.="

Discrete structure quiz tomorrow.
About Counting Techniques and Relation.
wth are those?
I have no idea.
all I know is Pigeonhole! =.=
and I don't have to use my brain for tat.
Well, I guess I have the pigeon brain! :)
all I have to know is which is pigeon. which is pigeonhole.
and make a sentence out of it.
=.="

but for Permutations and Combination..
it's so confusing.
it's not just nPr, nCr =.="
ahh.. have I mentioned before how much I hate Maths?
No? Ok, let me tell you then.. I HATE MATHS! ..

Finals are drawing nearer..
I just wish to get over it.
I got no hope for it =.="
No target ..
why the heck did the exam time table changed? =.="
It could be a perfect exam days.
7 , 8 , 9.. but they changed it to 8, 10 , 11..
wth am I suppose to do at 9? rot?

I still can't get the mood to study.
All I wanna do is to laze around.
sigh.

And my class begins at 8 am tomorrow..
can I skip?

Melaka~

22 & 23rd of May, marks the days I went to Melaka! :)
together with my friends, Joline, Johnson, Chong Lee, Tony, Alvin, Mai, Bryant and Ang.

It's been so long since i step my foot to melaka
the last time was.. 9yrs old? 3 yrs old?
i couldnt recall. but it's really quite some time alrd.
started our journey at 10am, reached around 12pm+.

we're reaching Melaka! :)

so our first stop was lunch, where we had chicken rice ball!
it was famous in Melaka :)
they had the chicken rice shaped like fishball!

excited joline's expression

FOOD!

then we went to A Famosa!~
omg. the historical building!
but they were well maintained :)
snap pic there..

Joline..

Joline again ^^

then we stop by at a Cafe at Dataran Pahlawan for some drinks and cakes.
The cakes there are all in layers~!
it's so nice!
Gotta ask Mai if she knows where cn i find their shop in KL.

Tiramisu

johnson's infamous Baby Lub! the white one.
mine, Green Mist.

Cheese

then we went to jonker street for a walk.
and then went to our hotel for a rest.
8 of us were there in a room.
Johnson stayed with his family.

after freshen up ourselves, we went out again,
walking, all the way through dataran pahlawan,

The night view of St. Francis Xavier's Church.
It's VERY NICE.

and to.. ermm.. idk where.. to have our dinner, satay celup!
but sadly, the queue was too long.
and we decided to just have our dinner at jonker street.
walked all the way back again. LOL!

i bet we've already walked more than 5km that night.
there were so many things in Jonker Street!
where we meet up with Grace, Joline's ex housemate.
I feel like a tourist even though I'm Malaysian. swt =.="
so many things to see..
so many food.. ><"
so nice.
paradise! HAHAHA

Then after done with shopping, we walked back to our hotel
chat for a while, and slp.
couldnt slp well tho.
i was awake every now and then. =.="
i guess i only manage to slp for 3 hrs in total. ><

The next day, our cars gt summon =.="
it was sunday though.
but we parked at the parking lot opposite the hotel,
thinking that it was safe since it's sunday.
but who knows.
luckily my number plate was typed wrongly! :)

then after checking out,
we drove our car to Dataran Pahlawan and
walked back all the way to a nyonya restaurant near our hotel for brunch!
woo... the food was not bad :)

tomyam fish

chicken with satay sauce

prawn omelette

fried kangkung with belacan

SOTONG!

THE bill..

then we went to walked back to Dataran Pahlawan and shopping!
where i bought two pairs of earrings :)




after that we walked to Menara Taming Sari to have a ride in the spinning tower.
It went up as high as 10m and the view.. it's so google earth-like. XD





then we walked to somekinda fort.





and back to Jonker Street for cendol! :)
I've ordered Nata De Coco Ais Kacang instead.
they had gula melaka on top! ^^ so nice.

Gula Melaka Topping!

after that we went back to the satay celup there for snack.
we waited for them to open at 5pm. LOL
FINALLY..
I had my try on satay celup! :)
it's more or like the lok lok style.
but then the gravy is satay's gravy.
so it's smth different ^^

Day view of Church of St. Francis Xavier

then after eating, we went back to Jonker Street for final shopping. AHAH.
then went back to Dataran Pahlawan go get our car,
and back to UNITEN! :)
stop by at foodcourt at kajang for late dinner.

that boy had his hair shaved at the side,
with that pony tailed,
and highlighted hair.

reached uniten around 11pm+
and i was dead tired.
i rushed my asgns last min
:x

went to sunway last fri with xiaoli, qyi, yin, and iris!~

1st stop. FOOD!~
we were dead hungry.
so we stop by at ichiban ramen and had our brunch.

then we went to buy our movie ticket..
but sadly i forgot to bring my student id!
that cost me RM13 instead of RM 9 with student id =.="

it turned out he just have to write our ID and varsity's name in the list..
why cant i write myself?
it's not that i cnt rmbr my Id =.="
check it.
PEHH!~
anw,
we bought shrek 4! :)

played arcade.

qyi shooting xli! :)

iris excitedly banging the buttons. HAHA

then we went jalan2~

yin, camouflaged.

and again. HAHA

after movie, we went for archery!~
gosh.. my hand are tired! =.="

then ard 6 pm + we went for steamboat!!~
WOOHOO!!
EAT ALL YOU WANT~!

FISH! and idk what's that in eng.

tomyam and ori based soup

qyi's sexy bottle.

c-o-c-o-n-u-t
melted ice cream.

I was so fulll!!!
and there's where i burned my tongue =.="
hot soup. T___T"
and it still hurts till now.

then go back ler..
i have to leave early cz im driving to melaka the next day T_T"

2/3 DONE

done with my BM solo and group presentation

now wat's left is my eng presentation.
too bad i couldnt get to finish it today.
ppl were rushing to do theirs.
i wonder why.


anyway..
i will update my last outings in the nxt few posts.

:)

AWAKE?

I'm awake since 4am just now.
perhaps it's too hot.

I slept at 12am just now =.="
swt

I NID TO SLP BACK.
but here I am, blogging. and downloading stuffs. XD
gotta slp back soon
OMG

class at 11 - 5pm today!
SLP AHHHH!! =.="




ok.. i shall update the latest outings soon.
after my presentations.

eng, and two from BM! :)
that's 3 in a day!
lucky hoh..
wish me luck!

Badminton!~

got back to hostel today after my class,
and i was quite exciting that we gonna play badminton!.
to be honest, it's been some time.
i key in my alarm so that i could wake up at 4.45 pm,
as planned, we'll go to gym first, then come back to hostel and continue with our badminton.

but as i woke up at 4.45, i notice that it was raining heavily.
honestly, my hope for badminton has gone down the drain..
along with the rainwater.. PEH.

but we waited..
and waited..
finally around 5.30, the rain stops!.
and we went down to the futsal court behind M1
and started to play like no one's business..
but the big wind forced us to switch venue.
and also.. we feel awkward that there were ppl watching us from the window. =.="

we first switched to main carpark!
then to M2's carpark.
LOL.

although there's still wind.
but we couldn't care much.

alas...
i played till my whole face got red =.="

that was actually one of the reason that made me reluctant to play badminton.
my whole face got red.. it's weird.

but we do feel that playing badminton cause us to sweat even more! ><"
which is good~ HAHA

tired.

slacking.

caffeine before bed is bad =.="



i'm tired.slpy.bored.

i woke up early today.
i planned to study.
but .. can't help to think that.
WTH DOES SHE GONNA ASK IN A QUIZ?
it's ENG!. =.="

why do we have ENG QUIZ anw? =.="
i want to sleeeepppp...

wish me luck in the next 1 hr.
i'm gonna start crapping in the quiz.

♥

song.

currently downloading :

Lee Hyori's 4th album
f(x) Nu ABO
Wonder Girls 2 Different Tears.

giving it a try.

Done downloading :

Big Bang Tell Me Goodbye
Kim Junho (Junsu's twin bro) Zuno
Lee Hyori's 4th Album


REVIEW :

Big Bang's Tell Me Goodbye was ok. :)
wasn't anything like i expected.
it was total different from Koe wo kikasete.
at least that was more upbeat.
but nevertheless, it was ok to me ^^

Junho's ZUNO.. it's in mandarin.
errmm... i could hardly listen to what he's singing.
I could catch a few word. but the accent is too strong.
I Love You sound emo. with a mix of Korean and Mandarin.
Nothing To Lose is more upbeat.
It's quite brave to start Mandarin album so quick.
nevertheless, his voice is very much like Junsu's! ♥

exploding.

It's hot.


I feel like I'm gonna explode correcting this essay.
WTF.

YAMCHAAA!!~~~

It's been SOOOOO LONG since the last time we met eh.
seriously T__T"
the last time was at qyi's hse..
UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!~~


so we went to wangsa maju's old town today~


chat chat.
hohoho..
AND I LEARNED WHAT IS STFU!~
took photos.. of xiaoli's big head.
muahahahaha..

yin, featured in my blog!

kne poked.

OMGOMG!!
playiing with Polaroid's pic is fun!
can we play again?~~

OHOHOHOHO..

we're fading.. T__T"

r a n d o m

see!!~ big?

T__T"
i miss xiaoli's superdog!
should bring her along eh ^^

LET'S GO OUT AGAAAAIIINNN!!!!
this time we go gai gai.
*skip fri's cls la, xiaoli ^^ *

sdnly..
i feel..
that..
our yamcha's spot
is so high class. ;3

*mung ahhh!~~ what a hsemate!*



Discrete structure's midterm starting in 2 hours and..
here i am...
reading bleach manga.

HAHAHA..
i'm so dead =.="

wish me luck.
i nid loaddds of it.

COLOURS!~

reading manga still not satisfying!!!

i nid it in colours and moving action!~
in short.
ANIME!!!~~~
im craving for bleach next epi..
it's so.....

so....


CHI KEK AHH!~


I CAN'T WAIT FOR NXT WEEK!~
spamming my blog cz i'm waiting for the page to load. =.="

die. fri mid term. and im still bleach-ing.

EXERCISE!

lol..
our sampat plan finally executed!

we went to gym at 5pm today.
since it's ladies' slot.
when we're about to enter the gym we were so awkward.
LOL!
then all duno what to say to the man at the counter. ><" 1st time bahh..

then there were few guys in there.
and the man at the counter chased them out.
so we went in and
we tried out all the utilities there.

firstly, the bicycle!
we cycled for almost 30mins..
then we tried on others.
although idk the names.
but.. ermm... other machines there. XD
lastly.. we played the threadmill!!!

SO HAPPY!~
get to burn so many calories!~

but we're going to add more calories later.
pehh ;3

omo~~
it was a fun experience.
but tiring..
can't feel my leg..
sadly..
we fgt to do warm up..
and stretching.
OHOHOHO..
die.

COMPUTER LAB?!!

WTH!
i'm playing hotel city from FB
AT COIT COMPUTER LAB?


hell..
the net is FAST TOO!

omgomg!~

i'm loving COIT! ♥


cn i not go to class now?~ XD

WAWAWAWA!!!

THE SECOND RELEASE FORM OF ULQUIORRA IS AMAZING!

OMGOMGOMG!!

SO NICE!

DARN!! CANT WAIT TO WATCH EP 271!!

I'm reading the next episode's manga. ><"
*despo*

one hour break!

***CAFFEEEIIIINNNEEEEE is HYPER~~***


OMGOMGOMG~
i'm so happyyy!!!!~
having one hour gap now..
next class will be at 1pm.
I AM NOW AT COMPUTER LAB!
huhus~
loading bleach video! OMG.
SO FAST!
compare to apartment.
lucky i brought my headset along :)
WAHAAHAHHAHAHA

loading of Super Junior's Bonamana on Facebook also FAST!
WAHAHAAHAH

superbly happy!~

*caffeine's influence*

but sadly..
gotta back to reality soon.
setting reminder on my handphone..

• ENG News release draft to submit to her by nxt monday (17th)
• BM Tatabahasa project to submit by nxt week too.. latest by fri (week 5)
• MidTerm for Discrete Structure this Friday (14th May)
• ENG Quiz nxt wed (19th May)
• ENG Service draft submit nxt week (17th) *mira gna do this.. thanks ^^*
• ENG Service presentation nxt week too..
• ENG Advertisement presentation (week 6)
• BM group presentation (week 6)
• BM solo presentation (week 6 also i think)
• Send final draft of ENG product presentation to her (ASAP!

GOSH!

SO RUSH!

SO LITTLE TIME! ><"

but of course..
i still have time for outings :)

WTH!!! HAHAHAHAHA
would you go?

a random day in COIT

I stayed back at college after my class today.
it was raining sooooo heavy =.="
i have my umbrella with me tho.
but i will still get wet somehow.
so i stayed back.
chat with Joline..

when the rain eventually stops,
i tot of going back already.
but my ane came :)
so i stayed back ^^
glad that we had a chat.
although it's not much.
but at least.. it's been a while.
i miss the moments that we all hang out together during foundies =.="

butbut.. it was my fault for making everything seems different.
i've changed. i guess.
perhaps i was trying to be independent?
i have no clue.
nevertheless, i'm attending different section than most of my close frens.
i do regret sometimes.
but. that's the path i chose. ._."

but all in all..
i'm still glad that we still have time to chat. HAHA.
although there's not much topic.
but we had our laughs.
thanks for still inviting me to all the outing.

sorry for turning them down. ><"

thanks to Joline's advice,
i manage to buy this from the vending machine for only RM1.
rather than at the cafeteria, RM1.80?
I was craving for carbonated drink. ^^

*yes, Joline, you've guessed it.. I blogged bout it. HAHA*

NG! NG! blur.

GOOD TAKE!
the Royal Queen King, Tony.