again?

Got a call yesterday from dad during my meeting.
"Your mom is back to ICU"

My heart sank.
Why?
The hospital phase is always
ICU to normal ward, normal ward to discharge!

Back to ICU means she's gonna stay longer?
I want mom to be back home!

Doctor said she suddenly got critical.
They'll have to monitor her.
If she still couldn't breathe well, they'll have to put in tube to help with her breathing.
That's their last resort.

Her condition would be critical these 2 days.
Doctor keep saying that her case is critical.
With mom's body so swollen with fluids inside..
doctors would have to release them out so that the water in her stomach bloating her
would not keep pushing towards her diaphragm.
Hopefully she could breathe like normal again.

Mom, I know the oxygen pressure is a little bit too high.
Please be strong.
It hurts me when you keep saying that the oxygen is too cold.
too cold.
Every time you awake from your sleep, the first thing you said is "So cold"
When we're about to leave you after visiting hours, you wanted to stop us.
You said "cold"
It breaks my heart mom.. but please be strong..