Tuesday, February 25, 2014

dream actress?

It feels as though when she had passed away, she had became an actress.
A dream actress, where she appeared randomly in our dreams acting in many different scenes and settings.
One of it was just last night. I dreamed of her again.
This time it was a scene where Malaysia is at war with Japanese. LOL.
There's only the 4 of us, in that dream, my second brother was at JB.
So, we were trying to escape from the war zone, setting was at my housing area.

Sometimes it was at home, other times it was at random shopping malls or park.
I have no idea how that kind of dream happened, but it was great for her to be in my dream.
I miss her a lot.

I've learned to grow up since she is gone.

Just a random thought, if you're working, you should learn to be independent.
Parents can't take care of you forever.
Take the time now to learn from them, not counting on them nor taking advantage of their presence.
Take some time to understand them or just to accompany them. Talk to them.
You'll miss this moment that you'll never get to experience again once they're gone.

I knew a person who count on her mom a lot, (rather the mom still does things like chores for her even though she's already in late 30's). It's not like she couldn't afford or she's disabled, no offense, but I feel it should be the other way round now that her mom is already old.

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