++___CHOCOLATE ♥

What I've guessed had finally revealed.
I was right.
But why do I not feel glad at all?

It was pretty obvious.
Though some part of me did hope that my guess was wrong.
But yet. Even though I've hoped for the opposite, I'd still have to give a poker face and act like I was glad that my guess was right.
That I was proud that my guess was right.
And as if I was hoping for my guess was right.
So that it wouldn't be any awkward moments.
Although there were. I hope I've put on a good show to masked it.

It hurts me to know the truth.
But it hurts me more to know that I have failed to master the poker face.
To even have a poker heart.

How I wished I have made it on time to clear everything before another event came in.
But I was too slow.
I procrastinated.
But this time, I'm clearing it off for good.
Removing everything necessary so that I do not need to put on an act.
And make more space for what's more important for me.
Goodbye.

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