tired.

gonna have meeting at 8pm,so i'm gonna update my post for a moment :D

been stalking people's blog for a moment before i actually feel like writing on my own.

nothing much interesting happened lately.
it's just that i'm busy.. VERRYY. =.="

i seriously don't know how to handle a team..
I'm gonna say.. I'm not a good leader..
I just basically distribute some task to them..
and those which i think i can settle on my own,

I do it.

And that took most of my time,

cz i feel like everything I can settle it on my own.

bleahs.

It's not actually a reason why I don't give them works.

It's just.. idk.. The result I got is not really what i'm looking for.

but it's their hardwork :D

i should appreciate.

but seriously, thank you guys for helping out ^^

Been attacked my headache for a whole week ady..

panadol doesn't seem to have any effects at all..

it comes and goes.. as it wants.. stupid migraine

somehow, i just wished i could fall sick.

you know.. when you actually know wtf is wrong with yourself.

rather than you feel you're healthy, but at the same time..

you're not at all.

It's so confusing and the pain is so not bearable!

I just feel like cursing all the time when it happens.

My whole coming 3 weeks, they're packed with activities.

weather it's quiz, assignment, test, clubs & careers,

green ones are occupied,

That calendar, is actually what's in my schedule..
what's happening behind the scenes,
there's more to tell. -.-"

so yeah..
basically, weekend is my only day to rest.
and no, i don't actually GET TO REST.
look at the amount of quizzes and tests and deadlines!
i'm practically super multitasking by now.

and to my surprise..
i still havent study my SQ yet.
FML :D

so.. I REALLY NEED MY WEEKENDS!
don't take them away..
even so, my weekends are full with home activity =.="
mom would be dragging me to shopping with her..
since .. she's been working all week, and she need to shop to release stress..
on the other hand, i don't wanna go cz i've been stressing whole week!

Mom don't take no for an answer.. well, she does, but it's just that..
she's my parent.. i wanna make her happy too :D
I'll only be back on weekends..
so she'll miss me.. even she'll call me on Thursday, hoping a miracle would happen..
that I would msg her and say "I'll come home tonight"
but it never happens ..

and weekend I would go for mass..
I wonder how many masses had I miss ever since i enter uni..
shhhh.. =.="
and i'm superbly guilty.

so yes,
GIVE ME MY WEEKENDS!