UNPREPARED.

It's Friday today..
and soon enough, it's gonna be Monday again.

Ahh.. The Monday blues never fail to make me emo.
The 8 hours continuous classes..
It would be better if it's a Tuesday.
Maybe because to me, I felt that Monday is the first day of the week..
Although Sunday should be the first day..

Also, the fact that moral class fells on Monday.
It just make the blue gone darker. =.="
AND the unexpected position I got for Moral project this sem..
The project leader.
OMG..
I was seriously unprepared for this!
I've never held any Program director position even in my club!
How the hell am I suppose to cope with this?

And the truth...
We combined classes with the section 4 last week.
It was quite blurry..
Since those who came late just sit wherever
and it was difficult to identify who is from sec 1 or 4.
and when voting..
IT WAS MOSTLY SEC 4 students who voted for me..=.="
And their votes were counted. swt
It ain't fair. ._."
sigh..

I seriously don't know what to do. ><" To be honest, I'm a timid person.
and I don't think I have the leadership skills.
I can't order people around.
or even to make a simple decision..
and I ain't creative.
I'm even shy to speak in public.
why am I even nominated?.

sigh..
but anyhow..
I'm gonna do my very best to make this event success..
trying all my very very best.

*finger crossed*