weewungwungweewungwung..

went to church for Good Friday service..

ermm.
i almost got black out. ._.
the process of the service was mostly kneeling & standing..
perhaps i couldnt take it.
and mayb bcz i din take proper breakfast.
i ate nth but two biscuits.

so during the service..
my hearing sdnly got so difficult.
it feels like someone just starts to cover my ears.
and my vision got so blur.
i thought maybe bcz i din wear my specs so it got worsen.
and also cz of the coughing n stuff somehow made my hearing bad.
HAHA..

so i stood awhile more..
but i rili feel dizzier n dizzier..
i asked permission from my mom. LOL
"mom, cn i sit down?" im not sure she could hear me or not..
i hardly hear my own voice.
i sat down. awhile longer, i just feel like vomitting.
i went to the washroom, but nth hppns.
but i feel bttr after that.
whole service my hands were shaking. LOL.
parkinson at young age.. HOHOHO.

after service, i got to know from my mom,
that my lips were terribly pale when i asked if i could sit.
it was white.
WOO.. scary. =.="